Yeah… me neither.
You’re not alone in feeling like this.
I’m 38, twice divorced, and wondering if I’ll ever meet someone who never makes me feel like I can’t do anything right.
But then I wonder, do they ever really do anything to make me feel that way or am I feeling that way all on my own?
If so, what the hell can I do that I haven’t already tried?
And if not, how the hell do I stop those emotions from taking hold and ruining every single relationship I enter into?
I meet every romantic interest through dating apps. It’s the only way — I wouldn’t date someone from work for many reasons and I don’t have any outside hobbies where I’d meet someone. Even if that were the case, I am not confident enough to strike up a conversation with anyone, let alone inquire into their relationship status.
So dating apps are it… and over the years, I feel like they’ve gotten worse, not better, especially for me.
Objectively, I am attractive. I know this because people tell me so; the fact I don’t agree is something I keep to myself but I guess we don’t see ourselves the way others do.
